hindi ko alam kung lumaki lang ako o talagang umimpis na ang pan de sal.

hay naku! haiku

between ink and mouse,
i am caught. to graphite or
click-undo-click-save?

i held you in my arms
i felt the warmness of your body
i looked straight into your eyes

i touched the palm of your hands
i caressed your face
only to find out

you are not real

you are pixel dust
a believe-in fantasy

an existential loophole
an irrational truth

you touch my face
look straight into my eyes
you imagine i was right in front of you
you feel my back
you were certain i was there

but i am not real

you are not real

my pen frustrates me
it doesn't go where i want it to go
my pen frustrates me
it does not do what i ask it to do
my pen frustrates me
it has a mind of its own

my song for the day: "Don't wait" by Dashboard Confessional. the band that helped push my imagination, turned my hopes down...at least for one thing.

"was in ihrer Phantasie möglich ist, kann auch erfunden werden!"
-Marvelous Milly
-If you can imagine it, you can make it.

a very happy unBirthday to you!

The madhatter tells Alice that we get to spend a day for our birthday, now we have approximately 364 un-Birthdays!

-currently soaking in Alice n' Wonderland's philosophy...aaaaaawe.

closer

i've just finished viewing the movie, "Closer." I'd say it's the best satirical, real love story there is. The idea forwarded by the movie is simply loving too much is not good for both parties.Wammee puts it best into words: "without self, it is impossible to love"